Followers Question 1: My Desires

As an experiment, I asked my followers on Instagram what they would like me to write about in my diary next (it's currently the only platform, where I may engage in conversations with non-dates). Is it strange that all the requests I received were about my own desires and pleasure?

'What's your biggest sexual desire?'
'What sexual activity brings you most joy?'
'Your most secret dirty dreams.'
....and the same again and again.

Is it because my followers have little imagination, aren't used to a woman exuding sexual confidence and want to get off of that, or purely want to get off of that or think they can 'corrupt'/shock me even more? Or are they really curious, because they are actually interested in me and / or want to book a date and see if we can make those dreams come true? :) Haha, well...

These kind of questions coming from strangers on the internet for someone who has been in the sex positive community for years definitely first sound extremely boring. I've done it all babes, even those things you can't even imagine yet! If you want to hear juicy details, that'll be my whole life story, nothing new here. Also there's a lot of info already about what I enjoy on my website and social media. Just pay a little attention already, ok?

But after the initial resistance to it, I decided to try and articulate something about my own shifting desires and what brings me pleasure currently. It is not my intention to write this for you to get off. It is my intention for me to get off of this.

I've always been a person who is very aware of their body and sexuality. Being aroused, as you can see from my previous posts, does not equate to genital arousal, but eros - love and joy of life. Of course, during the darker periods of my life it's been harder to do that, but overall I always come back to this state and just being alive is an enormous turn on for me. The wind, being barefoot, food, music, touch, water, sun, that look in your eyes, textures, emotions...

Which is why I probably started exploring the sex positive community to understand myself better and first I was 'just' a very great exhibitionist. Still am (hence this whole post). Secondly, I loved meeting new people. I considered myself a freysexual at different points in my life (someone who loses sexual interest in a person once they get to know them.) But I realize now that it's much more complex for me than this and my interest certainly does not fade for the right people...

So what is my current biggest desire? Oh so many, and they depend on who I am with. Each new person or group of people inspire and awaken something different in me. So ultimately there is no one answer - I assume, to your disappointment. But...

I don't disappoint.

So I'll share what is often on my mind in the past few weeks when I am having the best time with myself.

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I see myself naked in a swimming pool. Leaning back on the edge, my body in the water. In front of me an undisturbed view of the sea. Early evening or early morning? Time is of no importance here, as if we're operating outside it - perhaps this is how heaven works... It's all tingly blue as far as I can see and the sun is warm, creating golden shades on my arms resting on the edge of the pool. Someone in front dives in and starts swimming towards me under the water. There's another person in full servant attire and a latex mask (yes, very sweaty) holding a tray of drinks on my right in the distance. I ring a bell. Another servant, naked and chained in chastity, crawls towards the latex servant, who remains unmoved, takes a drink and brings it to me. In the meantime the underwater 'mermaid' has reached me and I tell him precisely what to do, he's the lucky one today... I keep enjoying my view whilst sipping the drink, knowing full well everyone around me is bursting with desire. But they can't even look. And oh they certainly can't touch...

Did you enjoy this glimpse of my dirty mind? Has your desire to know been satisfied or it only increased?

I shall assume the latter as the intrigue is tickling me in all the right places. All to my pleasure.

I hear you quietly whisper to yourself 'Yes, Eve. All to your pleasure'.

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Ultimately, all of our sexualities shift and it's one's curiosity that helps navigate this road. There are certain parts of the body that will generally remain pleasurable to stimulation just because of the nerve endings there and your habits, but different activities including vanilla and BDSM, what stimulates me mentally, what is my current new obsession - ask me again in a week and you'll probably have a different answer.

Wet kisses,
Eve