You are not who you think you are

You patiently wait to hear my footsteps. It's been a while since we last saw each other.

During that time, you had to go back to your 'normal' - make decisions as usual, fit into the personality you have created, performed and continued developing in order to belong and live a decent life. Some time ago, this wasn't that easy. Some time ago, you were questioning all of it and if it's even worth it.

But now you're different - you enjoy and appreciate the 'daily' and the 'normal'. You feel calm, reassured and satisfied in being who you are.

Well, except...You are not who you think you are.

And that's why you're here.

That's why you're on your knees, with no idea what is coming. What may happen as our eyes meet again. That corner of your heart, playing behind your conscious and even the subconscious, had been giving you hints of the emptiness, the nudge that something is missing to your human experience. These days it is calm because it has found the time and place where you can get closer to it.

Or, more precisely, closer to Me.

The sound of my steps finally reaches your ear. Suddenly you feel seen, even before I lay my eyes on you. You smile.

How lovely it is to know you are not who you think you are. No constraints. No human chains. You are free to explore. The only thing you need to do is trust and surrender to the experience of what may open and become alive.

You sense my imminent entrance and as trained you hand it all to me - your full self on a plate. The good, the bad and the ugly. And most importantly, the unknown.  

You delight in the fact that this is my favorite meal. You know I will chew on it carefully. And I will enjoy it until I get to the core.

And then - who knows. I have learnt to lean into the experience, and you've learnt to follow my lead. That's just how it works.

Are you ready?

Always on your mind,
Eve